Our First Road Trip, Post-Retirement

On Tuesday of last week Sheila and I took to the road, expecting to be gone anywhere from five days to one week, and largely making it up as we went along.  We knew that the Petrified Forest National Park was going to be one destination and we knew that we would take scenic routes to get there.  Destination for night number one was Globe AZ, which I've passed thru before but did not stop.

We took AZ77 up thru Oracle (getting off to drive its main drag), with a stop in Mammoth to check out some lots that were for sale.  Sheila wants some property outside of Tucson, which I'm sympathetic to but for me it has to be a great location for ham radio.  There was a lot in Mammoth which would have been great, but it wasn't buildable due to terrain.  We eventually found ourselves in Globe, where we had a nice meal at Irene's Real Mexican restaurant.  Well, I liked the meal..........Sheila didn't like the enchiladas.

The next was a drive over to Show Low, thru some really awesome scenery, especially that of the Salt River Canyon.  Show Low is a candidate location for a second home, but its drawback is the awful traffic we have there.  From there it was up to Snowflake, which was checked out.  Snowflake looked more like a town in Oregon than in Arizona.  To me its drawback is the distance from Tucson, because I would want to be in a place I can get to within a day.  

After Snowflake it was on to Holbrook, where we put down for the night.  Holbrook reminded a lot of Needles CA.  Both out in the middle of nowhere, both with historic US 66 running thru the main drag, and both where you stop for only one night before you continue on.  The major difference is Petrified Forest National Park, which I visited once in 1986, but something I wanted to see again.  That place has some scenery that you just can't get tired of looking at.  We plan on going up there again sometime within the next six months.

We knew that when we left Holbrook, that we would take in the Four Corners monument.  We also knew we would do that after stopping somewhere for the night.  That stop was in Cortez CO.  In retrospect we maybe should have stopped in Shiprock NM, but we had reservations in Cortez.  The drive gave us lots of scenic formations to look at.  As for Cortez, I think of it as a decent place to stop, and maybe on a future trip we'll stay there again.  The next morning, Thursday, it was off to the Four Corners which was something I've wanted to see since high school.

Four Corners is way out in the middle of nowhere, but if you have an appreciation for southwestern scenery like I do then you'll enjoy the drive there.  There were a lot of visitors there.  As I was standing in line waiting my turn to stand at the quadripoint, it was weird looking down and seeing one foot in Arizona and the other in New Mexico.  I got my picture taken (Sheila did not want to be photographed), and then walked around in all four states some.  The decision had been made the night before to drive to Flagstaff, and again I loved the scenery that the Navajo Nation had to offer.

I can't say that I liked that section of US 89 some eighty miles north of Flag.  That was pretty desolate and there was a lot of traffic.  Flagstaff was something of a madhouse on Friday afternoon at 2:30, and I'm sure being near Northern Arizona University didn't help.  We stayed at a Quality Inn and loved being within walking distance of a Himalayan restaurant.

After that it was the drive home, not made pleasant by the Phoenix metro traffic, but at least it moved.  I was worn out something fierce the next day and now I am enjoying retirement at home.

I took lots of pictures on this trip, but I'm not sure that posting them here would do what I saw any justice.  I would have to download them from my phone, and right now the "to do" list in my planner has ten items, and I'll settle for getting three of those knocked off the list tomorrow.  I'm also going thru papers here; sorting, filing, shredding, organizing..........a lot has built up and the next challenge is to live long enough to see everything done.  

That said, retirement is great.  I can take an afternoon nap anytime I want to.  I can get up at 3:00 AM and go on the air.  And now I've got time to work on some family history.  I want to get additional pages up, and get caught up on email.

With that, time now to call it a wrap.

Out.

Retired!

Last Thursday I officially retired, separating in the morning as that last minute things come up, which they did.  The previous night was a bit rough with a family member needing an ER visit and I was short on sleep that night.  I popped awake at 4:15 AM, and thought I  might as well get this day out of the way.  There was some confusion about the process.  And it wasn't a great week for my boss, as that he lost two other engineers to other departments and only one of the seven offers outstanding were accepted........and he lost that person to another department.

I was not prepared for how tired I was going to be that day.  I knocked off two naps of about one hour each, and I was still dog tired after that.  My body clock is still waking me up around 4:30ish.  No big deal, I can take all the afternoon naps that I want.  That time of morning is great for ham radio as that I can get Japan and Australia on the lower frequencies, and I've been on the air quite a bit.  

As for regrets..........only one.  I should have added one more "gripe" to the exit survey that I begrudgingly filled out.  I did complain about the unsafe drivers that we have working there, and about how some managers spring the "Friday Surprise" on you ten minutes before you start what you think is going to be a weekend off.  I did remember to point out that managers who spring this on  you still get to watch their kids' soccer games or go skydiving while you have to explain to an angry wife about why you can't make that day trip to Patagonia.  

Well, the "Friday Surprise" was an almost weekly occurrence when I was at Paragon Space Development, which has struggled with high turnover in addition to business volatility.  Almost everyone I knew there has since also left, so I have no idea what's really going on there any more aside from noticing that they are hiring again.  I'll pass; I'm done with manned spaceflight.  

Which I guess now begs the question, am I done?  I won't say that I am.  All I know is that I am taking the next six months off, and I may or may not seek a part time position as a consultant after that.  The pay for that is really well, and one former employer has unofficially spoken to me about part time work.  I am in the financial position of not really needing the extra money but I can see having to feed the travel appetite somehow.

As for retirement itself, I don't feel "retired" just yet.  That might change this evening as I go out on the back patio with a radio and a cold drink, and tune in those distant stations on the AM band, and knowing that this time I can stay up as late as I want to.  Tuning in to distant stations is what got me into my career field many years ago, and I'm going to have to tell that story sometime.  

And as I'm making this transition, there are some things I have resolved to do.  One, get a gym membership going.  Two, start eating better (that starts today).  Three, go out on walks a lot more often, which heat advisories as of late have constrained that.  But, it's cool enough around sunrise to do that, and the dog likes going out on walks too.  I think the dog and cats are going to like my retirement maybe even more than I will.

One important point I want to make.  This is not an end.  It is a beginning.  And I pray for health.

Retiring is a Lot of Work

Yes, you read that right.  Retiring is a lot of work.  There has been a lot of fighting with the third party benefits center that my employer uses.  I'm convinced that the people who run that hate all of mankind and every living creature that the Good Lord made.  Well, save for one.  I'd better not identify her or she'll get fired.  that lady has gone out of her way twice to help me.

At work, my replacement has been identified, and he is coming up to speed.  He'll  be seasoned in the months to come, but I also know a lot is being asked of him.  He's seen his fair share of trench warfare, maybe even more than I have seen, and I think he'll do well..........if they can keep him.  Morale in our department is still low and since I've announced my departure, two other engineers have announced theirs, and we've got some others actively looking.  I expect my phone will ring in six weeks, with them asking me to come back as a contractor, but I'll tell them again, I am taking the rest of the year off.  I see myself being open to that kind of discussion early next year, but not before.

Meanwhile, I'll have to say some good things about the Social Security people.  They have been very helpful, and more efficient than I would have considered them capable of being.  That has to say something when a government operation is more efficient than a similar private enterprise is.........and that something is not complimentary to the private sector in this case.

The big day is 7/31.  I have been counting the days and it's worse than being a kid and waiting for Christmas.  Three of those days will be consumed by a medical matter.  I am in need of a minor outpatient procedure and that is scheduled for the 29th.  I have had one exam, and another specialist is doing another on the 23rd.  I should be able to drive after that.

A lot of people have been wishing me well.  Their kind word are appreciated.

I will be glad when this is over.  I'm going to need a vacation when I'm done retiring.

Thursday 5/22/25: Some Memories and Some Looking Forward

On this day in 1983, I officially wrapped up a job that I had at Radio Shack.  My final exams were done, my graduation was less than a week away, a new job was pending, and a road trip was planned.

Here I am years later, fondly remembering that time, and looking forward to retirement.  The planned date is the end of July and we are already planning the next road trip.  There are more trips we want to do and those are being planned as well.  The DFW Metroplex is one destination and the Tidewater of Virginia is another.  I expect more travel too.

The one concern I had about retiring was that I was going to second-guess myself about it.  Well, that's not happening.  I get tempted on some days to hand in my resignation and get this over with.  I figure that the temptation will be recurring.  I am trying to get some projects at work completed, and I'm optimistic that they will be done in time.  If not............well I'm sticking to the planned date of 7/31.  

Aside from that, not too much else to report.  I am making a four day weekend out of this weekend and I plan on resting and relaxation.  

I also will be remembering those who served.  That includes some family members who are no longer with us.

I'm Retiring!

A few weeks ago I made the decision to go ahead with retirement.  I've been in this kind of financial position for some time, but held off for a number of reasons.  One was that I was really enjoying my job, and two was that I was really enjoying the people I work with.  Yet there has been this desire to take a sabbatical, and I could use one of about six months.  It is possible that I may come back as a part time contractor (I already have one previous employer wanting me back).  It's just as possible that I'll be out somewhere with a fishing pole.  I can tell you that Sheila and I would like to do some traveling, both here in the Southwest, as well as the East Coast.  

I notified my new boss of this decision early Thursday afternoon.  I knew a week ago that this would be the week.  The hardest part about this was keeping it bottled up inside of me.  Sheila knew, Mark knew, and so did a few others.  I didn't say anything about it at work.  I really wanted to vent.......I went blog silent as this was being mulled over.  I didn't want to spill the beans just yet.

Interestingly enough, I slept really well last week........until Friday night, the day after I informed my boss.  I haven't brought it up at work.  I told two co-workers that I am close to, and asked them not to say anything about it.  Word will eventually get out, and I'm going to let that take its course.  And there's a reason for that.

Morale in my department has been plummeting.  I can go into why I think it is plummeting, but it's best not to.  I didn't want to be seen spiking the football while many of my co-workers are unhappy.  In other words.........savor, but don't gloat.  I've seen situations before where once morale goes south, it never really comes back.  It's only overcome when there has been a huge turnover in personnel.  The low morale is undoubtedly a factor in the timing of my decision, but even if it weren't I still need a huge chunk of time off.  There are guns to shoot, fish to catch, coins to collect, books to read, and ham radio to keep me busy.  If there's a concern, it's that I might be busier than I am now, and I might have to dedicate time for relaxation.  

I am very much at peace about this decision.  It is time for me to step down, and let someone else ride this horse.

As for my last day, that's still being worked out.  Maybe the end of August.  Maybe the end of July.  Professional courtesy obligated me to give 90 days' notice, and I told my boss I would not go out before those 90 days.  He's going to have to work with HR to open a req for my replacement, and even if he gets someone I wouldn't want to be the person that replaces me.  The nature of my present assignment is that it will take six months to break that person in, and another six months of seasoning.  It's been a challenging assignment and a fun one to boot, but I don't a lot of people would have said that if they were in my shoes.

So.........a career that started out in microwave tubes, and went on to missiles, experimental missile payloads, satellites, satellite ground stations, circuit cards, manned spacecraft, cancer detection equipment, life support systems, aircraft engines and test stations for flight hardware is drawing to a close.

Most of it was fun, and I've learned not to have regrets over "what might have been".  

If there is anyone who is more blessed than I have been, I'm not aware of it.

Sunday 2/2/25: Warming Up in the Old Pueblo

 The past week or so saw below normal temperatures.  Today we are above normal and it will be that way for the rest of the week.  February can be a great month here and it can also be a cold month.  I would have thought we would be in for snow this winter, since it does that every third winter or so, but not this time.

Since I last checked in, we were up to San Jose and back for my mother's memorial service.  It was a great service and the whole process went a whole lot smoother than I thought it would.  We took three days to drive up there mainly because I-40 was used instead of I-10.  You can do it in two even using I-40, but I budgeted an extra day of driving since we wanted to bypass L.A..  Even if L.A. wasn't having their fire problems you still don't want to pass thru if you don't have to.

The first night saw us in Needles, where gas was $5.89 a gallon.  We discovered that one road that takes you into Mohave Valley AZ that the locals know about, and got gas there at $3.49.  Gas along I-40 and I-5 varied.  In Barstow and Lost Hills you could get it for around $4.00, but in Kettleman City figure on popping at least $5.70.  In San Jose it varied between $3.85 at Rotten Robbie's to $4.89 elsewhere.  At a Chevron in Morgan Hill where we stopped for a bio break there was a sticker with a QR code that said the high prices were due to taxes, and scan the code to figure out how to fight back.

Well the best way to fight back is at the ballot box, but the mentality of 80% of California voters suggests they aren't capable of processing the concept that if you vote differently you will get different results.  

Anyway, the drive back was also along I-40 and we came home in two days.  We made a mistake stopping for the night in Mojave.  We've stayed there before with no issues but we will never stay there again.  No, we weren't harmed or injured, but Tehachapi would have been a better choice.  (You do NOT want to stay in Barstow unless you want your car broken into overnight!)  

Meantime, I have started the process of getting my mother's estate settled.  I have distributed the first part of the assets with the second part being done pending sale of her house.  I don't see that happening until later in the year, as that we've got to get it ready, and finish going thru her things.  It is going to be a long process.  I have also had to re-arrange some things financially.  All of the debts save for mortgage and HELOC have been paid.  The mortgage is fixed at 3.5%, and with the CD I set up two days ago paying 4% I am in that unique position of the bank paying me more interest than I am paying them.  I can settle the mortgage right now if I want to, but right now it's free money.  

I guess this now brings up the retirement question.  I've had a few co-workers ask me when I'm going to do it.

Last December, when I was asked, the answer was "some time between tomorrow and one year from tomorrow."  A date has been tentatively selected but I am not announcing it, as that it's still subject to change.  I am being treated very well at work and it's been years since I've enjoyed a job as much as I've enjoyed this one.  I will admit there is a desire to take a sabbatical, and come back part time as a contractor.  

And if the sabbatical goes on for a year, no big deal.  I have places I want to visit, books that I want to read, and things that I want to do.  

12/26/24: Nearing the End of the Year

It's now at the time of the year where some of us get to slow down some after a frantic four weeks or so, relax, reflect, and recharge, and yes, I'm in that boat.  There's a lot to catch up on so I may as well get started.

Work has been treating me very well.  The schedule of performance reviews was accelerated to early this month as opposed to the usual February, and I did very well this past year.  To be honest, that was the best performance review I've ever had in my career.  It helps in that my boss and I have known each other for a long time, having worked together at Paragon Space Development here in Tucson.  I was really jazzed up about that review; I had been banking some comp time that day and I went home early so that I could reflect on that.  It was one of those moments where I had to invoke one of my recent sayings:  savor, but don't gloat.  I suppose I ought to expand on that some.

When I was offered a job at another company in early 1996, I was glad to get out of the company that I worked for, and into something really neat that I could do.  One of my co-workers who had also left said something that I've never forgotten:  savor the moment.

Now we fast forward to where I'm older, and hopefully wiser.  My mindset towards things when things are going good has changed somewhat.  It's trying to remember to thank God for the fortune, but it's also to not get caught up on gloating.  Perhaps you have seen some end zone celebrations while watching a football game.  Players can't help but celebrate a touchdown.  It's human nature.  Yet the Dallas Cowboys coach Tom Landry told his players not to celebrate.  He told them "act like you've been there before".  In other words, have some class about it, and don't rub it into your opponent's face.

I can see where Tom Landry was coming from on that.  Excessive celebration will have the effect of motivating your opponent to fighting harder to win, and some of us, when we want to do something badly enough we will figure out a way to get it done.  If you gloat, that can come back and bite you.  That's one reason.

The other reason, is something I read in the Sermon on the Mount.  There Christ warns people about celebrating your good deeds.  I take that more as a warning against virtue signaling, and virtue signaling is one thing the world could use a severe shortage of right now.  Now can you celebrate inwardly?  I say you can.  Savor, but don't gloat.  

But what about celebration?  And is there a time to gloat?  Here is where what I'm about to say reflects my personal opinion.

If you land a new job, yes, take your wife and family out, and celebrate with a nice dinner.  If you reach a marriage milestone like I'm about to, yes, celebrate (and on that one you had better if you want to stay married...........!!!!!)  And if you want to jump up and down in the privacy of your own living room when something good happens, go for it.  You're not putting on a show for anyone.  

But when is it time to gloat?

Again, my personal opinion is coming into play here.

If you're a ham radio operator and you get someone on Pitcairn Island, then you can gloat.  And there are two reasons.  One, over 99% of the rest of the population won't care about that, so it's not like you're rubbing into anyone's face.  Two, the other ham radio operators will congratulate you and say "good job!", and then ask you how you pulled it off.

Anyway...........we are nearing the end of another year.  One of my former employers is trying to get me to come back.  I haven't told them no, but I haven't told them yes either.  My next job is retirement, and that next job starts sometime between tomorrow and one year from tomorrow.  I'm not ready to announce the intended date, which is subject to change.  Let's say that I'm not close enough to it to where I feel the need to let my management know about it.  

I have also been busy enjoying my time off, mainly in the pursuit of hobbies and simple pleasures.  Yeah, there are some things around the house I need to do, and I've worked on it here and there.

That's it.